Let ME not name it! 1

Overtime our common friends started naming our relationship but both of us denied it. Somewhere deep down in my heart i knew he loved me dearly, but i never mentioned it to him. I was worried if i will lose him for some stupid thoughts of mine.
HE was a regular at my home and college. my friends became his friends, my family became his family. Then somewhere in between we stopped meeting each other. the phone calls reduced, the mails stopped. my friends still kept relationships with him.
Sometimes started having time frame now, weeks became days and days became months. By this time i started getting proposals and i moved colleges.
Over the time, i masked my love with a smile and buried my feelings deep in my heart.
Once again we started meeting at odd places and odd situations. Then one day i was travelling alone back to my city by train,a long 7 hours journey. i accidentally met a friend of ours and was chitchatting , when i heard his voice over the bustle of moving train,"Get a seat for me."
We had companionship of our common friend for nearly three hours before he disembarked. the remaining 5 hrs(train started being late), we were alone. We chatted for long time till we reached the common station.
our hearts were not ready to go seperate ways but both of us went back to our lives as if nothing happened. Time found its pace and slowly i learned to live up to my parents expectation. Overtime i decided that he deserves better life partner. I started to go around with other friends. And i found a good friend in then my senior but now my husband.
I still keep my relationship with that friend who got married a year later. But before his engagement, he called me up and told me what i wanted to hear from him for so long.Same feelings and same fears that i had! See god created us like that. I never told my husband of this phone call but i have created a nice picture of my special friend in his mind.
I still dont know what he is to me and i am not ashamed of my feelings for him. But I will never forego anything from my current life to love my special friend.
HE IS SO SPECIAL TO ME AND WILL ALWAYS REMAIN SO FOREVER...

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