a different love story

_I am sharing with you a different kind of "love Story".. or should i say my own love story.. As a kid, i believe in sparks and magic, or what we called "Fairytales". We all act as a princess and that there is a "Prince Charming" who's gonna rescue us in a tower like Princess Fiona, wake us from a 100 years of sleeping like Sleeping Beauty, remove the cast spell from a witch just like Snow White, or left our glass shoe like Cinderella, and many more.. but the truth is, we are really living in a fairy tale life, every woman dreamed of it.. and we all dreamed having a Prince someday. Back in my high school days, i dont usually get into that "Fairytale" moment, i am just an ordinary girl, enjoying the company of my friends. But then i never really fall in love. I thought maybe because i am still young, but then when i steeped into high school life, the so called "adolescent stage" I thiught maybe it is time to fall in love?? but not yet?? i am not into dating stage, its not that im bisexual. its just that haven't usually feel the "heart beat".. until i graduated and went to college. Atlast!! I fell in llove.. Yes!! I couldn't believe it.. I fell in love for the first time, did he become my boyfriend?? the saddest thing.. Nope!! he lie low. and i was left hanging!! fel like the world ends. Well what do you expect?? he's my FIRST LOVE.. and it really took me 2 years to get over with him.. How is that?? haha,, Yeah! after that two years, he is just YESTERDAY. i met someone whom i thought is the one, but we just had 5 days of relationship and itsover, then i told myself. not to fall in love again.. but then after a yaer, he came.. yeah!! the one i thought is "the one" finally made me feel special, love me unconditionally. after being together for only 1 year and 1 month, we endd!! We just realized, were not meant for each other.. So that'sit.I've been free again for almost a year.. Until i suddenly told myself, i will never love again. But then he came his name is LEVIN such a nice name for a nice guy, he was my classmate and we became friends, then he courted me, and then we've been together, finally, I feel the spark, the magic, and its like there is a butterfly in my stomach. I think he is the one. But after the 6 months of togetherness, laughter, and enjoyment. He hjust left me strunded, and i really blown up!! Felt like i cant breathe. He's my air and now he's gone?? But im still loving him.. And now, we really shared wonderful moments together as a FRIENDS. He is my best buddy ever, We chill together, do things,together, laugh together But one thing is missing, there is no what we called COMMITMENT. Yeas ther is no commitment, We're just friends and i love him for that, he loves me too,we love each other. And now, we are both single but were happy.. This is our love story, Uniqueness because of our relationship "friends to lovers, and lovers to friends" now i learned that we are only inlove in idea that they love us, but what we really need or have to know is we should look up to other side. of how good it is and better of that way.

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