i am still under training and its good to say that i am having fun.. i was able to meet new friends... and i am earning.. :0

i still have to go under a long process.... but i am willing to go through it.. and i really want to pass!!

i am doing this for my own.. and for my studies as well...

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im at the office.. doing good so far...

im browsing the net "illegally" hahaha

im feeling good..... having been hired before my birthday...

i just had my birthday yesterday....

i was happy so far because my mom went home...

my dad called although he didnt greet me..

i was also greeted by my friends... and someone i dont know..

its really great to celebrate your birthday

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today, i went back to this company for my language assessment examination. so far, i was having good feedbacks and now im into physical and medical examination. they also gave me the requirements i should submit before my contract signing. as i was browsing thru it, i was suddenly scared..... i saw that they require the original transcript of records, which by the way was the one i hate the most.

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I am not the girl you think I am....

I am an actress living my life as if I was on stage...
I portray the character of a savage, a radical, an extremist, an anarchist, an agnostic....
a person without a heart, without a soul....
a person who is sick of routine, sick of conformity, sick of conventions....
I am someone who pretends to be happy...
Someone who pretends to be strong...

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I am sure that I will always be

A lonely number like root three

The three is all that is good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic

I know I will never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

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Waking up alone beneath the dawn

Dropping a needle in a new life again,

The street light still shines weakly,

Restlessly, the minute hand carves out a guideline

Boredom is one of many facts, a landscape i see sometimes

An actor and actress looking back to the past

I wouldn't miss it for the world

Get up! Get up! Walking, sleeping, keep on moving, slowly

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Last night I was watching a movie titled “Letters from Iwo Jima”. Basically I was interested in this movie because one of my favorite Japanese actors starred in it (Ninomiya Kazunari).

The story setting was at a war. (In my own opinion) the story was about the mission of America to invade Japan (for some reasons I don’t know). It happened sometime between 1900 to 1944.

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You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be

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Return to a land called Paraiso,
a place where a dying river ends.
No birds there fly over Paraiso,
no space allows them to endure.
The smoke that screens the air,
the grass that's never there.

And if I could see a single bird, what a joy.
I try to write some words and create
a simple song to be heard
by the rest of the world.

I live in this land called Paraiso,

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today, something very hard hit me! hindi ko alam kung may dapat pa ba akong asahan kay kayzee...sa parents ko at sa sarili ko... i felt bad.. kasi kahit ginagawa ko ang lahat para bumuti ang lagay namin, mukha namang lalong lumalala.... ayoko man aminin pero unti unti na akong nawawalan ng pag-asa... (quote) i did my best yet my best wasnt good enough (unquote)

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i have been waiting for the time to finally have my own blog..(now that im mature enough to write/post only sensible ones)

i think this would be fun.

finally an online dairy where i can write my rants and everything.

i usually write my rants down on my notebook and end up being hated coz "accidentally" they are reading it.

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